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Andrea Carolina Bosque Jaspe… This girl man. The girl is my life. There’s something about her, I don’t know. Every other girl I’ve ever met in my life, I’ve been able to figure out in a matter of day, hours even, but not her. She’s special alright. I met her online actually, around new years. I had a long conversation with her that lasted until about four in the morning. Keep in mind it was my first time ever speaking to her. We talked about your life, our friends, our childhood, everything. As if we had known each other. Winter break ended and we went back to school. My best friend, Jr, his girlfriend went to glades, along with Andrea. He’d ask me to go to glades after school with him, so he can visit Chantel. Reluctantly, I’d go with him. After a few times, I saw Andrea. God, she’s beautiful. From that moment on, I’d ask Jr to go to glades, just to see her. We started flirting. Playing around. Laughing, innocent stuff. Turns out, she had a boyfriend. I felt like an idiot. When I found out, I immediately backed off. I didn’t want to be a home wrecker. Although I in fact did back off, I did not distant my self from her. Since she had a boyfriend, I didn’t want to look dumb so I began to talk to Brittany Seaborn. She’s gorgeous. I talked to her like three times before we actually had a real thing. Turns out, Andrea and her boyfriend had broken up. Summer came, and I was committed to Brittany, although I honestly wanted Andrea. Towards the middle of summer, I began to get really close to Andrea. Like really close. We would talk all day and all night. I wouldn’t sleep to talk to her. I would watch the sunset with her on the phone, everyday. I would see her almost every week. She would come over my house early in the morning and we would do absolutely nothing, but I loved every second of it. This was all while I was with Brittany. Brittany didn’t like the idea of me hanging out with Andrea, and barely speaking to her. She wasn’t dumb, she knew something was there. Something that neither Andrea nor I would admit. Everyone seemed to know. During the summer, I can’t remember the exact date, my boys and I went to Kyleys house, early, like eleven in the morning. I remember that day perfectly, and I think of it every day. We arrive to her house, and I enter the room where Andrea was sleeping. I go up to her to say hi, half asleep, she kind of ignores me. “You don’t wanna say hi? Okay.” I said as I was walking away. Just then, she stood up, grabbed my arm, and pulled me towards her. I fell on top of her and she gave me the biggest hug. That hug never ended. We didn’t want to let go, so we didn’t. We fell asleep, cuddling. Holding each other as close and as tight as possible. She knocked out in my arms, and it was the happiest day of my life. My stomach was going crazy with the nest of butterflies in it. Nothing happened that day, but it was the beginning of us. I knew it, not so sure if she did. Theres not a day that I don’t think of that day. Till this day, we still reminisce about it. Brittany never found it, she would’ve killed me. Summer went on and school finally arrived. For the first two days of school, she attended some school, with literally four people. Hahaa. She finally transferred to Ronald Reagan High School. She would call me every day when she got home. We would still talk every day. We even had a little schedule. We would get home, nap until six, and who ever woke up first would call the other. Everyday. No matter what. We would still hang out every weekend. One weekend, I remember we got into a fight. I don’t remember the cause, but I know I was really mad. I loved her, I just didn’t know it. Ironically, that was the night I met Jharlinne. All through out the week, I was texting Jharlinne. She was really nice, to me anyways. She was different. I couldn’t stop thinking about Andrea. That weekend Andrea was going to Halloween Horror Nights. That weekend I was suppose to hang out with Jharlinne at Sunset, which I in fact did. Things didn’t go exactly as planned. Turns out, Andrea didn’t leave to Orlando, and in fact showed up at Sunset. Funny, huh? I was there for Jharlinne, so thats who I went with. I tried to reassure to myself that that was the right choice. Andrea told Mikey that I had my chance, and she no longer had feelings for me. Thats why I did what I did. An hour or so later, I receive a message from Omari. It said Andrea was crying. Why? She said its because she felt stupid showing up for me and me ditching her. I think it’s because she couldn’t see me with another girl. I didn’t hesitate. I left and ran to Andrea. I apologize to Jharlinne for leaving her, but it was what I had to do. After and hour of walking around without getting a single word out of Andrea, we ran into her mother and she had to leave. Luckily, she wanted to say goodbye to the guys before she left. That gave me time to make everything right. I wasn’t letting her to leave before she knew how I felt. We were walking down an alley, she was about a foot or so in front of me. I knew it was then or never. I pulled her back to my arms and held her. Held her tighter then anything. I told her I love her and only her, and after a few moments, I lifted her head and kissed her. You know those movies, where they kiss, and time freezes. The world spins, and no matter where they are or whats happening nothing else matters? Thats what it felt like. That kiss, that first kiss with her, was, indescribable. It was surreal. I took her back to Sunset and went home. After that day, I knew she was mine and couldn’t be happier. What can I write about now? Every day after that I went to sleep with a smile on my face, and woke up with a bigger one. Why? Because everyday I woke up, was another day She was mine. I finally asked her out, for real on January 14th, 2011. Not like anything really changed, it was just “official” I guess. She was still mine and I was still hers. It will always remain that way. I asked her out after three months. It has now been eight happy months. I wouldn’t take one day back if I could. In that process, she broke up with me, twice. The first time, I can’t honestly recall what happened, but on the second time, it was all her choice. It was the first Sunday of Spring Break. She was at IMF3 at La Covacha. She told me how she was new to the high school experience. She wasn’t used to going to these parties, and ghetties, and drinking, and smoking, and having so much fun. I don’t blame her, its a huge transition from eight to ninth grade. She didn’t really know how to do that, and keep me, so for a few days, she chose to have fun. I didn’t blame her. Of course, we were back together, not even a week after. We will always be together. No matter what. Although we love each other, more then anyone could, we are a very physical couple. We don’t have sex, but we do each other alive. One day, we couldn’t even make it up her stairs before we began eat each other. A few weeks ago, summer started. I don’t honestly know why, but I felt like I wanted some space. Some alone time. Some me time. Feeling that way, I decided to take a break. It started that way, but nothing ever goes as planned. Somehow, we would still talk every single night till we fell asleep. Realizing we were just getting back, I back off and in fact insisted on the break. A few days after, she shows up at my house. With our luck of course, I was at Jr’s house. Lmfao. I made Gio pick her up, and bring her to me. We walked around and went to the park. There, she cried her eyes out for me, and I was heartless enough to say no. My white shirt, ended up black with her mascara. Although it killed me to watch her cry, I somehow still said no. After that, a lot of things happened that I’d rather not talk about. I made a mistake, two, that I can’t take back, but oh well. I’m sure she regrets hers as well. A week or two ago, I saw her at that Get Nasty party. We didn’t speak. We didn’t even make eye contact. Somehow, not even three days later. We were talking again. She said she wouldn’t take me back, but I knew she would. She loves me too much. Its been eight months now, and counting. That girl means everything to me. Although she’s only 14 and I’m only 16, we can honestly say we’re in love. Everyone says, ” you’re not gonna marry her.” Yeah? Says who? My parents met during their high school years. They’re divorced, but that’s besides the point. We’re not them. Although she is the most stubborn girl I know. The most prideful. The most frustrating. The biggest hoeskii. The most annoying girl I know, I love her with all my heart and I wouldn’t change one thing about her. Her eyes, the way she looks at me, it’s like she’s looking at me, really looking into me. Like we don’t have to say a word, but just by looking into each others minds, we can read one another’s mind. Her laugh, never fails to make me laugh. She has the most genuine and innocent laugh. She is the most genuine and innocent girl you will ever meet, always and forever, OKAY? No matter what. Her smile, oh my. Her smile drives me insane. No matter what, her smile always brightens up my day. She doesn’t live exactly walking distance from me, so I see her once or twice a week. All I look forward to all week, is her smile. Is seeing her. Is kissing her. Is holding her and knowing its real. Is being able to know she won’t leave me. Is knowing that the one person who I love the most loves me back just as much. She is the most caring and understanding person. Her personality is flawless. She is never sad, only happy. She doesn’t stress what shouldn’t be stressed. She’s a little sarcastic fuck, but she got that from me <3. She is like a lioness. She is protective of who she loves and will defend them till the world ends, but give her a reason to turn on you, and she will never forget it. Although she says she looks up to me and admires me, I admire her just as much. This girl had a tough childhood and is still able to smile every day of her life. She laughs at everything and cannot take anything serious, which gets under my skin sometimes like you can’t understand, but that’s one thing I admire about her. Who wants to be serious? Why not laugh and have fun all the time? That’s her. That’s my girlfriend. That’s my baby. That’s my everything. That’s my world. That will and forever be my liddo princess. Till this day we stay up till seven o’ clock in the morning. Laughing. Arguing. Being cute. Having serious conversations. Talking about out future. Just being stupid. Every day without fail. I must admit, I’m jealous. More then she thinks I am. Its hard when you know every guy out there wants her. Its hard when your one and only has such an amazing personality, that anyone can fall in love with her. That’s what happened with me, but I got her. I will never let her go. There’s so much I wanna say, but there doesn’t seem to be enough words. I’m just protective of what’s mine. We talk about our future. We dream of us running away together. Somewhere where we can fall asleep with each other, and wake up to each other, with out a worry. Although selfish, I don’t think I could want anything else. We’re gonna grow old together. In a big house, with five little Andrea’s and Hector’s running around. Sarcastic, annoying, stubborn little fucks everywhere, but they’ll be ours <3. I can just imagine her beautiful laugh, as she reads this. I love you baby, remember that. Always and forever. No matter what. Yeah, I flirt, but that means shit. Every girl means shit compared to you, that’s why I’m with you and not them. Remember that baby. There’s something about her, that no matter what, I cannot resist. She always makes me laugh. God, I love this girl so much. We even have our own language. Who does that? I know, we do. My mind is racing with things I can type, but I can’t slow them down enough to know what to actually type. We have so many laughs, memories, and inside jokes. MONKEY! Did you know Mikey lives there? OKAY? Haha. I will never understand her, and she will never understand her. Maybe that’s why this is so much fun. Its an endless journey to discover each other. I know her better then anyone on this planet. I know almost everything about her, and vise versa. I love everything about her. I love all her flaws. They are what makes her, her, and she is who I fell in love with. I always make her sing to me, and I don’t care what anyone says, she sings beautifully and I could listen to her for hours. I love her family. They remind me so much of mine. I love her little cousins, her aunts, her grandparents, her mother, and even her dogs. They like me, at least I think they do? I tell her she’s beautiful every day. Not hot. Not cute. Not sexy. Beautiful, because that’s what she is and deserves to hear it everyday. She’s my world and I’ll stop at nothing to give it to her. She deserves to be treated like a princess, and that’s why she is my little princess. I’m sorry. I’m sorry baby. I’m sorry for all the tears. I’m sorry for all the arguments. I’m sorry for all the pain, the anxiety, and the worry. I’m sorry for making you cry. I’m sorry for annoying you. I’m sorry for frustrating you to the point where you throw your phone and spazz on your bed. I’m sorry for being an insensitive douche bag. You deserve the best baby, and I just wanna make you happy. Although we fight like cats and dogs, I know no one on this planet can treat her better then I can. She’s beautiful, inside and out. She knows exactly what to say to make me smile, even when I wanna rip my hair out. Fall for your type will always be our song, always. Plenty other songs remind me of her, but that will forever be OUR song. I have poured my heart out to her, and hers to me, so this is probably nothing new to her, but a reminder here and there doesn’t her. She’s that girl. That dream girl I’ve always wanted. Scratch that. She’s better then my dream girl. She’s real, and all mine. She’s been bugging me for a week to show her this, but it wasn’t finished. Here you go baby, read away. I hope I made you smile through this. I meant it all. Every word. Its real. I couldn’t love you more. I couldn’t want you more. I couldn’t need you more. Its crazy how one person can mean so much to you. Its crazy how you can love someone so much, more then yourself. Especially at the age of sixteen. I don’t care. I know what I feel, and it’s surreal. When I’m with her, we curse each other out, beat the crap out of each other, and treat each other like shit, but we just smile and kiss like it’s all good, because it is all good. She’s my girlfriend and no one else’s. I think we have one of the strongest relationship. No matter what, we know we love each other more then anything. I’m telling you, I could be here years writing about her. There’s just so much to her. I love her. I don’t know how many times I’ve said it, but I mean it more and more every time. I fall harder for her every time I’m with her. Every time I’m with her, I learn something new about her and I get closer to her. Every day we spend together, whether we’re with friends, or at a party, or at the mall, or eating each other faces, or even cooking breakfast, cuddling, and finger painting, our relationship gets stronger. I love her more and more each day, and it’s insane. Kind of scary how much one can mean to you. How much importance you put on another human being. Knowing, that if they left you, your world would completely crumble. That’s okay, because I’m not scared. I do give her my world, and I’m not afraid of it. I think I’ve written enough, almost a book. With this I end it. I love you baby, with all my heart. I am in love with you. Remember that. You are my world. You are my everything. I tell you everyday because I never want you to forget. Because I mean it. Because you should be reminded everyday, of how special you are to me. I love you baby, more then words can explain. You are my hero. You will forever be mine. Till the day we grow old together, I will always remind you. Of how much I love you. Of how much you mean to me. I love you baby. You mean the world to me. Always and forever 10.15.10 & 1.14.11 <3

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